It had been three years since Tobias had said goodbye to Earth. He wasn't sure he was ready to say hello to it again, but here he was. Sitting around in a transport that was slowly beginning the gentle, gravity induced curve towards the atmosphere. He had abandoned this place, left it when there had been nothing left for him but his grief. He had almost lost himself, simply let the hawk-mind take over and fled into the wilderness--but Aximili had stopped him. Had pulled him back from the brink, offered him a different sort of option. Perform the Frolis Maneuver, combine the DNA of Ax with that of a few other Andalite volunteers and come with him. Become a nothlit once more. Tobias could stay with his only real family and could escape the haunting terrors that stalked him on Earth. It had taken weeks of arguing and emotional yelling in thought-speech but Tobias had conceded, at last, that this was the best choice for him. He didn't want to be human anymore. Hadn't actually been human for years. But nor could he remain as he was.
Ironic, that his father had done this to be with a woman he loved. He had done it to escape the grief that came with loving too deeply and too early. Here he was now, descending back towards southern California, knowing what waited for him. He hoped none of the others would be there--he hadn't told them he was coming, though he hadn't checked with Ax to see if Ax had done the same.
As the transport entered the atmosphere and began to be buffeted by the friction of atmospheric entry, Tobias turned an eyestalk towards Ax. Wondered if he felt as nervous as Tobias did.
<I don't know how I feel about being back here.> It's a frank admission of vulnerability. Probably not something an Andalite would do, but then, Tobias wasn't really an Andalite.
Ironic, that his father had done this to be with a woman he loved. He had done it to escape the grief that came with loving too deeply and too early. Here he was now, descending back towards southern California, knowing what waited for him. He hoped none of the others would be there--he hadn't told them he was coming, though he hadn't checked with Ax to see if Ax had done the same.
As the transport entered the atmosphere and began to be buffeted by the friction of atmospheric entry, Tobias turned an eyestalk towards Ax. Wondered if he felt as nervous as Tobias did.
<I don't know how I feel about being back here.> It's a frank admission of vulnerability. Probably not something an Andalite would do, but then, Tobias wasn't really an Andalite.